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November 11, 2007
sleep
I am so happy it rained last night.
The rain made me disinclined to go out so I stayed in read a book, got caught up with laundry and go some much needed sleep.
I have been having terrible insomnia and spending the last couple of weeks traveling back and forth to Chicago has made me feel a bit rough.
Last night I had a a dream and my mom was in it. At first she was sick again and I was trapped in the house with her and I was so sad and upset. And oddly I knew it was just a dream and I kept thinking this sucks I want to wake up because I don't want to go through this again... but then in that dream-like fashion, time sped up and my mother was suddenly well again.
She was healthy and her house was clean like it used to be before she started going nuts and I things were really really good. And she was normal and nice.
I asked her about my dad and she said he was good too.
She said he walking around and talking and back to the lean, strong, smart, vital man he was.
And I was so happy.
I told her
"I thought you were sick, I thought you got very sick and died"
she laughed and said
" It is nothing. Everything is okay now. "
and then she asked
"How about you? Are you okay? What are you doing? What are you going to do?"
and I didn't really have an answer
and then I woke up.
But I felt very peaceful and content.
and no longer feeling as freaked out as I have been the last few weeks.
Posted by aynne at November 11, 2007 08:39 AM
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