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December 25, 2007
decisions
Another clear, sunny but cold day in Paris.
I really love it here despite random moans and groans.
The language problem I am discovering is rapidly becoming tolerable.
I need to get over myself and just try and not be so self-conscious.
The only thing I haven't sorted out is how to create a voice mail message on my mobile phone because my manual has alot of words I don't know and I can't be arsed to type it into a translator.
Unless something dramatic happens back in San Francisco --my mind is made up - I am moving to Europe.
am closer to making up my mind everyday.
It will not be easy and is a dramatic step. But, rarely in life do we get the opportunity to think about what it is we really want to do and be in position to actually do it.
I went to San Francisco to wait out what happened with my parents and because I knew I could get work and I had a few friends there and I knew it would be a fairly easy landing.
But, sometimes the thing we think is easy isn't... and SF has been a rough ride for not much payback. I feel like I am not going anywhere with my current job, my romantic life has been a joke and I just don't feel right. I feel like I have been on the wrong, random path..not doing anything deliberate or committing to anything.
I am ready to do something deliberate, and thought out and dramatic and exciting..
Before its too late and I get stuck.
Posted by aynne at December 25, 2007 04:39 AM
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